just ranting

their comes a point in every ones life where they have to come and accept things for what they are. well i have a problem where i over analyze and over think everything and then i get so over emotional. and you could say it is just because i am a woman or just because i am trying to get my way, i have heard it all.. but i just get to this point sometimes where i just start to cry over all of the little things like i will think about something about the past and i will ball my eyes out, and if someone doesn't notice that i am upset i will cry because of that. and i swear the i am not on my period or PMS-ing lol or even pregnant. it just feels good to cry sometimes.. but i really wish that some people would notice that their is something wrong and ask me what is wrong. it makes me mad when the person who is supposed to know you the best in the world doesn't notice because aren't they the ones who should notice... and you ask them all the time when they look down if everything is ok but they don't ask when something is evidently wrong. sometimes i just don't feel like i am cared about by this person... they say the right things but sometimes they don't act like they care i need someone who will show me how they feel about me and who reassures me about my fears and concerns someone who will sit their and talk to me about my dreams and who will ask questions so that i know that they care about me just like i care about them. and i would like to come to the conclusion that things aren't going to work out in this area of my life but i cant help but hold on with every bit of my heart because i know that things will get better in time, they always do. but in the mean time i am so impatient i want this NOW! i hate waiting even if it is the only option...